About Me
Hiii! :3
Call me Noodle!
I’m a young artist navigating the jungle called New York City, a matrix-obsessed dreamer who scours the web’s corners to escape the mundane while capturing raw, unfiltered emotion. Growing up with unrestricted internet access, admittedly at a stupid young age,I uncovered truths that shattered my sheltered reality, revealing a world far wilder than I’d been taught.
School never taught me the real history—textbooks glossed over gritty truths I later pieced together from unlikely voices: addicts sharing raw stories about the true causes of wars and millionaires teaching me to read life’s fine print to seize every opportunity. How did I meet them? It’s funny actually because in NYC, you can befriend a homeless person at a waiting for a train at the station, then somehow spark a conversation with a Wall Street insurance agent on the train you were waiting for. Through relentless online research and encounters with such people who came into my life through chance, I developed an early awareness of the chaos and complexity beyond my small world, igniting my curiosity and skepticism about toward institutional narratives.
Graduating high school two years early as valedictorian, I briefly attended college before choosing to break free. I was a straight-A student in honors classes, winning every debate contest, but after school, I would indulged in underground raves. Underage drinking? Well, yes—and yes, and I also experimented with drugs, from simple pills to hard dope, sometimes even banned research chemicals. Classmates used to see me as the nerdy girl in baggy clothes at the front of the class, but outside school, friends knew me as a wild spirit theorizing about conspiracies after surfing the web until dawn. It’s funny—though people see different versions of me, none are fake; they’re all me. That’s what being human means: we have multiple facets that shape who we are.
This journey shaped my philosophy: to live is to feel, and to feel requires embracing life’s highs and lows—laughter and suffering—rather than merely floating through existence. My research and art are my grate way to authenticity, where I go through worlds unbound by external agendas. The sun will rise and set long after I’m gone, but for now, I’m here to create, question, and live deeply in a reality I’m still decoding.
Ps- it's Noodle because, Ramen noodles (specifically the Maruchan brand) was the only thing I ever ate while I was in Juvie, and it is still my favorite thing to munch on while I am in front of my computer going down a rabbit hole.